Imagine this: Being a Diabetic, I have been trying to take different measures to make sure that my blood sugar would not go low in the middle of the night. I lowered my basal rate for my pump while I would be sleeping, ate a snack before getting in bed, thought about taking my blood sugar before going to sleep but thought it would be wise to save my supplies. I tried to err on the side of caution for the most part, and even set my pump to turn off for 2 hours so that I would not wake up with a low blood sugar.
I remember bits and pieces of the next morning...Like looking at my pump under the covers and being aware that I did not want to wake up my roommates, so I tried to shield the light as much as I could by hiding in the covers. I also remember Sarah talking to me- no idea what about, but I remember seeing her and having her be close to my bed. The next thing I know, I am coming out of a crazy dream surrounded by Indian men and women dressed in Saree's. I kept trying to close my eyes, realizing that what I was feeling is often what I feel like when I come out of a low blood sugar, but hoping with everything inside of me that I could close my eyes and it would not be real. Try as I might though, the world kept coming in clearer and clearer and I was still in the same place. I had an IV in my hand, 3 of the RSO staff were at the foot of my bed, and a man dressed in a blue shirt kept walking in and out from a curtain. I later was introduced to Dr. Kumar, the man in the blue shirt, who happened to be the doctor at Rising Star and the Leprosy colonies. I could not talk for a long time, and Reagan, a staff member with RSO, tried to inform me of what had happened.
Throughout the day, I had about 4 doctors come to my room asking very intently and concerned as to why I did not wake up to eat breakfast. The first 2 doctors I attempted to explain that I was unconscious and could not wake up to eat. But by the 3rd and 4th I started just complying and saying that I would do it next time and that I did not mean to skip breakfast.

When I returned back to RSO, dinner had just started, and as I was walking to the rooftop- children were trying to huddle around me asking if I felt better and asking "why [had I] gone to hospital." We ate dinner with the other volunteers, and I took it slow for the evening. When I went to my families room after dinner, all of the kids were lined against the wall. My house mother, Gandhi Marie, saw me, immediately, got stern with the children and talked to them in Tamal for a while. After she had finished, she looked back at me and translated what she had told the children. Her directions were that I was not allowed to be bothered, to move or rough house. I was only allowed to sit down and read stories and the children needed to pick out books to read. The children were amazing! They did just that. They sat quietly while I read and would constantly feel my hand where my monster IV had been placed, and asked if I felt better. They also had made me a poster that McCall had drawn on and the other volunteers had gathered the kids to have them sign it.
Even though it was a rough day, coming back to RSO felt so great, and being able to hear from everyone else their stories of how the rough start to the morning had impacted them (or made their low part of the day...we share high/lows at dinner..I happened to be nearly every ones low). It also helps, since I do not remember anything after going to bed at RSO and then waking up in an open airway hospital. We adjusted my insulin again- and I have promised as much as I am able within my ability to not let it happen again.
I am extremely grateful though to everyone who was part of that day, and also to Reagan, Jenni, Steele, Dr. Kumar and Dani (who kept everyone at RSO closely informed of what was happening during the hospital adventure). I am etremely grateful for the efficiancy, concern, and the many stories that I have been told about and throughout that day.